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UserName: PassWord: Yo this is politk's Weblog.... be aware, and keep advised. peace Politiks Page Add Post Posts(0-10 Out of:10): 1 Ever just feel like venting?                  Politik , 1/28/2004 5:09:26 PM Add Reply 216.87.45.130 I feel much better after I just flipped. I think sometimes its like I have to wear this neat little mask and my neat little shirts in my neat little car at my neat little job. It's all good I guess cause it looks good but I dont think Im your average Joe. Far from it in fact. I'll be the first to admit I'm a weird person. Not weird as in I might just bust out and gut you. But weird as in I think I weird shit goes on inside my head. Maybe its the artist in me? Who knows... I've grown to appreciate who I am. Maybe everyone is as weird as me, maybe they just wear the mask twenty four seven and they never take it off. Me? Ha! First thing I do when I get home is unbutton my shirt, take off my pants throw on some shorts and trade my loafers for shell-toes. Not to say I dont like to be dressed nice cause I do. Heck I love dressing up. I wish I had more of a social life so I could have more excuses to get spiffy. It's just I feel like when I'm at work everyone is like this perfect little person in a perfect little world. White teeth, perfect skin, retirement plans and all that shit. I gotta be honest and say I have no desire to live such a life. I could give a fuck for being the guy in the Samuel Adams commercial. You know what else? Fuck those Dodge Durangos I give a fuck about a Hemi. My boss gets Time magazine so every week or so we get some new shit. This last week there was an article about some CEO from Bank One who use to work with some other guy together at American Express or some shit. Anyway I look at that guy and think to myself, "man, does he have a stick up his ass or what?" You know the type. The type of guy who looks like a fucking newscaster. Anyway yeah, fuck him too. It's all good though. I can't front I got the 401k and some other shit I'm trying to save for. Whatever, I don't let it consume me and try not to get caught up in what I do and don't have. Still I'm human and so I have human desires for plenty of bullshit, so sometimes I just need to stick my head in hole and scream as loud as I can. So that's what this page is for. My little scream hole...lol. Ok that's it I feel much better now. Thank's for listening to me rant. Now get back to work! Aaaaaaaaaaaaaaahhhhhhhhhh!!!!                  Politik , 1/28/2004 4:40:46 PM Add Reply 216.87.45.130 I'm so and I am so not at the same time... Imma write as fast as my mind thinks, dont stop to blink and dont try to figure me, just accept this is reality and It's true I'm a little weird and crazy, but fuck it dont take me for granted and if you can't love then hate me, fuck you, matter of fact nahh let someone else fuck you, I've had enough of your bullshit and done through, ran the ringer had my ass soaked and wet then pressed, iron me neatly thats how memories get dressed, and stress? Heh its my best friend cause I know around the corner just another turn from dead-ends, whats that? Who cares? Your memories selective making sense of what works for your morality, or lack of but it's on you to live a fallacy, made up story for all your knights in white armor or maybe just your pimp for the night in the backseat at sky harbor. Getting fucked screaming babe cause you cant remember the name, taking dicks in your gut and heroine in your veins, take the fix swallow shit like Krispy Kreme glaze, I'll be seeing you called bitch when you walk the street maze... ...you fucking peasant! I'm so and I am so not all in the same rhyme. Good Times                  Politik , 1/22/2004 12:40:59 PM Add Reply 216.87.45.130 I'm so excited right now. I feel like I'm more inspired to create than I have been in a very long time. After last years difficulties it was hard to get back on the ball when doing my thing. I guess it's like being out of the gym till you get out of shape. Then you try to go back it takes a while for your body to get back in the groove of things. It must be the same way with artistic creativity. I been learning some advanced technics in using my MPC. I decided about a week ago that I didnt want to continue doing music ragamuffin style. All just pieced together and making it work. Your know...like using a coat hanger for an antenna. Anyway I got tired of it and decided to really push the limits of the knowledge I've attained over the last few years and get some new knowledge to grow on. It's all working out so far. Sometimes I think we get in a comfort zone with the way we do things. That's dangerouns because we become so convinced that our technic's are working good so we dont venture out of the box and reinvent our methods. It's what Im trying to do right now. I get bored easily when it comes to creatings. You know what's funny? Is that I can sit for hours at a time watching someone else create. However I myself am more like I do a little bit and have to walk away so I can come back to the lab with fresh ears and a refreshed mind. I've also been getting back on the ball about keeping my mind in shape. Like reading, trying different things. I read something on the internet about excercising your mind. You can do things like maybe brushing your teeth with the opposite hand for a while. Maybe take a different route to work. I always try to stay sharp mentally. In my deepest heart I truly believe that our world leaders are separating the classes not just financially but mentally. I truly believe that television and advertisements are designed to make us lazy and less alert. Look, we get so involved with sports, gossip, fame, and other peoples perceptions that we more than often miss the real issues in life. I think we spend too much time talking and not enough time doing. Look how everyone freaked out because Micheal Jackson put his baby over a ledge or that crocodile dude was holding his son while feeding an aligator. I'm not saying those things were right to do but look how crazy the media got over it. I've seen entire websites and chat rooms dedicated to those issues. I just think its all rediculous and purposely designed to divert our attention. How many of you can name five senators, three supreme court judges, four governers or even recite five lines from the Constitution. I know I cannot however these things dictate the world we live in. In many ways. We think they dont and relinquish our power through lack of action. Our leaders know we'd rather watch the superbowl than a political debate. That's how laws get passed without our knowing then when those same laws fuck us in the ass we bitch about it. Anyway I can go on and on but my point is this. I was doing pretty good about keeping keeping my head outside of the Matrix but got lazy last year cause I was stressing. It feels good to be sharp again. Lessons you gotta learn I guess. I'm enjoying these good times. I hope the make the most of them. peace~ Foundation                  Politik , 1/19/2004 11:26:17 PM Add Reply 24.127.53.149 How was your weekend? Mine was great, I moved my studio to the room across the hallway in my house. It's a smaller room but I feel like I have more space. I think its because when I first started building my studio it was pieced together with a little stuff and as it grew and I added on I just added on and would put stuff where ever it would fit. Sometimes it meant pushing something to the left or right and smudging it in. Whereas now I looked at everything I had and had some kind of plan in my head. I have to say its turned out quite nicely. One day, hopefully soon I will buy that webcam I keep talking about and put some pictures on here so you all can see. Anyway I started Friday night really late and didnt really finish until lastnight. I was dragging, heck it's the weekend. You expect me to work? Blah! So yeah everything looks great its very functional. Nothing is more than a turn and half a step away from arms reach. Everything is very......whats that word?....ummmm.....something that means......oh yeah ERGONOMIC. There you go, everthing is ergonomic. Geez I hope that's the right word. Anyway it has inspired me and I have already created some new material. Well that was my weekend. Oh and I'm halfway through a book Im reading and its awesome. It's called Piercing The Darkness by Frank E. Peretti. Well that's about it, its Monday and to me that means sucks day.....lol. Imma go read some of my book before I go to sleep. Goodnite~ Happily Dying                  Politik , 1/16/2004 5:05:14 PM Add Reply 216.87.45.130 Out the fathom beneath my ocean of depression a mask for opera phantom Ghost to stress in my closet skeletons with anthems Sing the sirens my dreams green while teens fiend for violence Bling to shine in, their ready whips are firing My eyes bloodshot from all the sleepless nights I want a ticket, one way, excuse to leave this life Countless times I thought about and planned the whole scenario But I was scared of the thought of being carried below Six feet of soil to become food for earthworms and roaches Then I thought, if I was gone would anybody notice? Would it matter that I was son of all that’s lost and battered? Would my mom, whose life’s been tossed and shattered? See I’m not the angry type, hold grudges, or seek revenge I just try to be real in a world of hate but we pretend To be civilized technologically advanced beings When at last seeing were at best fast fleeing Down the pipeline, willing device to flush away our lifelines They say in love and war were forced to walk a fine line So why not me? Why since I was small robbed of my innocence I wouldn’t haunt or miss today in fact increase the distances From what use to be limited mortal physical To eternal and boundless pure spiritual …one day. Sweet Dreams                  Politik , 1/15/2004 12:23:12 PM Add Reply 216.87.45.130 Hey guess what!?! I finally went to bed early lastnight. It may sound rediculous but I've been working hard on changing my sleeping habits. I usually dont go to sleep until 1:00am knowing I have to wake up at 6:45 so leave my house at 7:15am to go to work. Its terrible, I know. I am really working on getting to bed earlier just for my overall health and so when I get home from work I have energy to do something. I think is a cycle I got myself stuck in. What I would do it stay up late doing whatever, playing video games or working on music. Then I'd wake up tired, go to work. But by the time I get home Im exhausted so I fall asleep for a couple of hours, wake up then can't go to sleep and here we go again. So I've been trying to make a serious effort on retraining my sleeping habits. One day at a time is what I say but its been a conciess thought for a while now. I had gotten myself to be somewhat falling asleep before midnight but still it wasnt enough. But finally lastnight I was asleep before eleven. Woohoo! It may not seem like a big deal to you but to me its a big deal. Sleep is very important for your health, energy, and overall mental stability. I bet alot of my stress comes from not sleeping enough. I'm always trying to work on my health whether it be physically, mentally or spiritually. So for me this is defintely a step in the right direction. I want to become morning person. It's one of the things I'm conciessly working on. I want to be one of those people who gets up extra early to do stuff and by noon has already done alot for that day. Then I can kick back the rest of the day. Right now I sleep all day and am up all night like a night owl. But, Im working on it. So I'm happy. One thing that is weird though, I went to bed earlier but woke up more tired....wtf?....lol. Maybe I just need to get use to it. We'll see... dreams aligator                  No Name , 1/5/2005 2:48:57 AM Add Reply dreams aligator                  No Name , 1/5/2005 2:48:55 AM Add Reply Twelve Pee Emm                  Politik , 1/14/2004 4:15:53 PM Add Reply 216.87.45.130 Population hustle for their quick fix. Mad cow special for some its protein mix. Beautiful people run for the java jump, hang out, read old newspaper junk. Stare at the breakroom television, commercials pushin death and they listen. I mean what's a Happy Meal without your new toy? Just another kilogram of cholesteral and food joy. Why is it everytime I try to diet a new burger comes out and I gotta try it? I mean, who can resist the two patty's of beef, cheese, and bacon bits? So what if it hurts my ass when I go to take a shit. It's worth it aint it? Whoever said that eating good was painless? So what if my food is tainted. Monohydratewhateverate, polyunsaturated lettuce flakes. Fuck the cavity's in my jaw from all the Coke's and Pepper's. I'll drive for a jumbo size fries even in snowy weather. It's better than water and oxygen, hand me that shake and dont forget to put the chocolate in. Can you put extra sesame seeds on my bun top? I wanna inhail the greasy fumes until my lungs drop. Don't give me a tray for the sald bar our soup side. I'm crazy like if I could I'd even eat my fruit fried. And like that our youth dies... ...but I love it cause it tastes so good......yummmmm! Good shit.... LOL made me laugh                  VISION , 1/14/2004 4:29:57 PM Add Reply Hello                  Politik , 1/14/2004 11:03:30 AM Add Reply 216.87.45.130 Good morning ladys and gents. It's me Mr. EraticBehavior again. I'm really liking this new board style. It makes keeping up with my weblog much more user friendly. I think before there would be times I felt like writing but just didnt feel like going through the hassle but now "I'm lovin it." HaHa! Anyway not really a whole lot new with me just maintaining my sanity by a thread. It's funny cause sometimes I would read what I would write here and be like...wtf? I guess its like a place to release. Have you ever been so stressed you wanted to just open up your window and scream outloud until you lost your breath? Or maybe stuff your head in a pillow and do the same. I guess for me writing is my release. I usually do it through either music or poetry which you will see here as well. But, sometimes I just need to vent and not care. I think it's like when you visit a new place and are surrounded by new people who you'll probably never see again. I dunno, whatever. I am interested in seeing what kind of responses if any I ever get. Anyway that's it for now I gotta get to work...later.